It’s been hard to keep doubt and worry of of my mind. I’ve been struggling with it for a while and have manage to get through it so far. But I’ve had enough.
This life that I live isn’t the main picture. In this book I’m reading called “Crazy Love” the author talks about how we play a small 2/5th of second in a movie about God. This world has been formed long before my time here. And God has been doing wonderous miracles for eternity. Then why should I tell God I need a break, or that I can’t talk to him because I’m busy with my own problems right now? There isn’t a reason. This life I live is a mist. It dissappears as quickly as the fog from my mouth on a cold morning. The important thing is how am I going to live for God today? How will I glorify him in what I do today? For his mercy and love is greater than anything I can imagine and I am so undeserving of it. But he’s given us a new life and purpose far greater than the problems we face in our daily lives.
I choose to serve Him.